So I am coming out of the fog and into the light again. I feel like the past week has been a roller-coaster of thoughts and feelings. Joey and I are going to look into our fertility and see what we need to do to get the baby maker back in tip top shape which will be wonderful. I have a few friends who are trying for their own babies so maybe we will be preggie’s together. Bug needs a sister. (though i think she would accept a brother a sister is what she asks for, lol) Tomorrow i will go to church and give my soul some food to help with the last of my emergence back into the light. Then I will come home and set my home to rights as the weeks moods and issues have left me with little energy for cleaning. I will start a brand new week with my head held high and putting the evils of the past week behind me. I have a wonderful life to live, a beautiful child to cuddle and the most amazing man on the planet. I don’t need anything else and I refuse to be pulled into the drama any longer.